fake smile..

heyyo..im sad..dull and pale..i dont really know what to do else..im enjoying myself with no other choice..life was meaningless after all and i dont even know where am i supposed to be..this is me.no intention and no other life..im having such a hard time and want to fix it ,,its takes a whole lot of time to cure...i have someone that can possibly turn me into a monster,giant hulk,maid and be a humble wife,friends,or an gal for enjoy lust..

the day that i have been great was the day i have to pay myself an awful time....how am i be for the next 3 months?..is it still my life meaningless or is it still my day glooming and cloudy again.,...or is it im the one who need to change attude or personality?...its to bad for me to leave all these question and no one seems to care about me at all