Alamakkk hp tinggalllll!!!~~~ ma gosh!!!

 

okayy

this is way to ridiclous..as i left phone in home..how im gonna do with ma phone left in home?/?...gosh..blank for a while can not function very well..mis it already...how do im thinking?//...hp on that top were ma hp looks like...oooooo y i can be soooooo careless..okay..ma sis callling me that i have a lot of incoming call..texes...o what im gonna doooo..goshhhh..tooo hypnotic..and too missing sombody already..i cant leave it could out there..all i can do is that i was thinking tht is it looks cold?..hot???/...(dah anggap mcm member ketat dahh)...

okayy is not me..but im just look like her..so damn paralyse ...okay..phone..take it easy down there babe..you look gorgeouss when you owner left you at home..be carefull..eat.drink whatever you like..i miss you..soon when i get back..ill turn the music out so u run out of battery again and then go to work for the nex day and did the same thing i did today..left you in sollow..im sory ma babeyy phone..mui bien...jo tekere mucho sii...ma phone is mui importante fellass..if it gone means nadha...

oughhhh

fuhh..terpedaya dan diperdaya sekali lagi...

hari ni pza nak meluah xpada orang pada blog pun jadi lah..sekadar untuk melepaskan perasaann(wat apa nak simpan lame2 benda tak jadi apa pun)

pza sangat kecewa..haha padahal ni kalau di fikir blik pun teda2 bha tapi bgi pza sangat kecewa okehhh

bila kita fkir..kita percaya seseorang dan meletakkan perasaan syg terhadap dia..apa yang dia wat kita akan rasa betul..ceritera ini tidaklah mengenai seorang lelaki tpi ni cuma mengenai perasann perempuan terhadap perempuan (bukan jugak lesbian atau kaum sejenis)..cuma bila kita mempunyai perasaan begitu dan telah di diskriminasi oleh si dia ..meh pza lanjutkan crita pza...

pza kenal dia hurmmmm agak lamala kira mcm 2 thun mcm tu ...dia lagi too younger that  me i suppose tapi mcm ni la..kita dah tak perasan yang kadg2 orang yang kita kenal tu lagi muda dari kita..haha tengok dari perwatakan dia pun kita kekadang tak persan kan?..okay pza describe somthingla about her..shes nice,im not  quite sure that shes a talkative one or not..,shes pretty..not so sure if she great in inside..hahah..shes nice i gase...okay the story began when i start to introduce ma self to her and shes tryna tell  me that   shes a famous person that hard to contact with...daa...okay..more2 chat by chat..start to have that feel that i began to miss her already..so i give up on trying..chat and try to become a close friend back then...and for a good time she treat me ..i never thought that she could stab me behind..nahh eh..if i know from the start i wouldn try to nice with some other gurl who behave like this...

but now..bila pza dah tau yang dia mcm tu..xoxoxo konpomla pza dah jerak dah nak dekat2 ngan dia bukan pa la pza takut dia pekenakan lagi pza wat kali yang ntah brapa kalinya..apa2 pun shes inspire me to be a better person next time..lesson of the day "jgn la kita sngat pecayakn sesoran..pcya jugakla family sendiri yerr"..kelak kw yang akan terasa..hahah

ntahla dia baca ke tak ceritera pza tentang dia ni..actually dia pun bukanny ada perasaan pun ..hati batu la katakn...apa tu kwn pza cakp "manusia beku"..ha dia la tu..

appa??/

nama dia??..

kept as a secreet okehh..takyalh nak heboh sesangat kan..pza bukan niat  tuduh dia pun,,,..cuma kekadang terasa sejaa..okayyy

habiskan masa to become a nerd sometimes an normal 2 series did..

okay baru jap tadi update skunk wat lagi hahah suma gara2 BORINK PUNYA PASAL ahahah....

ppl keep tellin world that reading like nerd and become one..today im nerd..im reading ghost story derr ahahah..anyway i cant find the picture that i upload in ma mobile how the book look like and i give up finding...ppl usually call them freak hahah..read this book ..i cant remember the tittle is ..maybe like this "33 hantu"...actually not just 33 ghost name inside but 99 ghost nama inside..(& after i read that book damn i know the ghost name was)..all i can remember they stories were::

1. hantu tinggi (usually he live in forest..an black forest..he become "hantu " for a reason that he cant finding the kijang white one for his pregnant wife long time a go..and those whoeveer tryna find that kijang white,,..they dead.
2. hantu pontianak(shes a virgin teenage gurl who got die in a tragic way and comes back for revenge..mostly she get attracted with a men that kill her one time and born baby and prgnant mama(mama watch out!!)..= = 
3. hantu mati budak(that little boy who tryna tellin a person that what he been through for all his life before dead(kira macm hantu jepun tu la the eye la pa bende ntah)...hes not a scary type what..
4. hantu amukan(he rock men!!..ahah i mean hes an evil ghost ..the one that hard to like human being...he do always make such hardest way to get the human out frm his life..such as..make fire like we never know that fire comes from eller noe sant
5. hantu ..hantu..errrrr hantu..

errr i forgot..even in car i used to get sleepy no matter long or nearly journey....

such an bored reading without ma mouth open..enjoy guyss

hari yang dipenuhi dengan relaxxx timee..

hari ni hari isnin


arini pza awal bangun sebab nak teman kan kaka pza g men bowling...sumanya was ok untill blik time....okay hari ni sangat tidak ada pa2 yang diwat..sumanya macm besa sejaa...updated blog ..dulu pza ada blog atas nama emel pza ..sngt kuno dan bidak..tau bidak tu apa..dlm bhasa sabah bidak tu bermaksud xcantik .....skunk ni blog yang terbaru atas nama emel boyfie pza..ha bercakap pasal boyfie pza hari ni dia masuk kejak guess what???....hes a housekeeping in some place (no need to mention) in his fathers work..actually i was surprise for the first time that he could done that..he said that he want to make some money for me ...get some praparation la on ma way blik sabah t........


tambah citar baru....\
semasa dalam pembikinan blog ni ahah chewwwahhhh
ada jugala pza bertanya ngan ramai urang minta tutor kan caner nak bagi semartkan blog ni ....yang sayangnya cuma sebilangan sahaja yang berhati mulia memberi tunjuk ajar pda pza///...tu pun kwn terbaik pza,,,nama dia amy...bearpun dia xbagi tutor sepenuhnya tapi dia rajin melayan kata2pza..dia sangat baik ,,,,dia btau suma info about all this blog time ..shes ma senior in blog..so i respect her..ahahahhahah..masa pza update blog stylemeswag ni ...pza sempat lagi makan hahaha..ma beatifull fax food..


tadaaaaaa

hahahah sory la guys...pzza hut dah tinggal mcm ni hahahah..sorang ni yang santap akakakka


okay stop cni dulu..sambung makan jap

haha tulisan sangat kecik dan sukar difahami

okay..

kali ni pza tkar style tulisan baru plak ae

nampak x??

jelas tak??

ha

heheheh

being 2 series..ehem..ehemm..

salamm....

okay
hari yang sangat bored disamping dengan perasaan yang sangat buduhh dan mau mati sejaa

arini aq teda wat apa2..bangun pagi(awal lagi tu untuk p cuci kain jax) punya rajin saya ni..anu penuh satu bakul untuk hari yang tertangguh tangguh..xoxoxoxoxo..
okay
banyak sangat okay jadi okaylahh..teda pa2 yang mau di share ngan korang cuma hal dunia seja..aq besalah umur dah makin meningkat....20 doe urank kata la kan darah muda..yupp aq mimank darah muda..xoxoxo..im not nice nor gud person sekalli lagi..aq suka enjoy life clubbing elleer noe sant..based on im dressing right now memang xkena tempat la kan...mcm sialll lah sepa yang menjudge dan bukanny mellihat daari dalaman seseorang..ima typical that hard to understand ppl and like to someone easlily..aq suka nama y bermula dari huruf "F"..sebab nama aq pun start dari f...xtaula napa aq suka nama dari f..aq punya pasal la kan..hahah...
so
apa lagi arhhh..
hah?
komen  aq pasal urang yang berlagak ni
susah mau kumen urang aq pun xtau aq ni mcm mana..parangai pun aq lagi sama mcm setan kadg2la..aq cuba wat yang terbaik di mata urang tua aq..and ma famly pn setia dan sabar dengan perangai aq,,,..as long as dia inda jadi pangacau dalam idup aq dahla..xkesalh dia mau wat apa,,,jangan dia menghalang,mengutuk,dan mangata pasal aq sudah..punah juga hidup dia aq kerjakan tu baa..
once again im not nice ...
dude im hepi for being wat i like..
hari ni pun hari yang sama aq menghitung hari untuk menungu gaji aq dapat
gudluck untuk urang yang berusaha menjadi swagger tegaar macm saya dan gudluck jugak untuk urang yang selalu menilai urang dari luaran..semoga urang lain juga menilai kaw  dari luaran kw yang buruk itu ya
ahahahah
okay penat suda buduhh
chawwww

its3 0'clock in the morning....

its 3 o clock in the morning fellass...

 friday           3 am

susah mau bangun tapi tepaksa bangun jugak.."kringgggg"...lagi bunyi "kringgggggg"..sakit otak aq tu telefon berbunyi(actually sound hp aq bukanla bunyi cm tu ,sengaja mlas nak copycat sesangat)...it was ma love yang kol..sepa tu?? love ialah kekasih saya..yang nuhhhh jau di seberang sana tu..
kitorang last nite bincang pasal otw aq nak balik kk..kitorang bincang macm tk rupa bincang..akakaka..banyak kan memarahi dan dimarahi..last2 aq bagi kata putus aq ckapla "huby,i need time figure this out babe"..huby aq pun bagila masa....








4 jam kemudiannnn..............................


he keep calling me..(aq xtaula apa aq wat time to..tidorka...mengakalik la tu ni cita kaka aq y bagitau & aq tingu 20 missed cal;..xpenah di wat dek urank kan)
at lasst
aq sambut juga kol dia..tau jam berapa??
JAM 3 OWWWWWW!!




aq tak sedar time to owww di otak aq mau tidor jax..apa y dia soal aq diam,mengantuk punya pasal kan..
tapi bila aq fkir ballik kan ..dia lum tido smpai la aq tido ngan dia tetido...(siap dengar bunyi dia mengorok)time to plak aq xdapat tido haisss,,...
bes kan bila dapat lelaki parangai mcm itu..
aq terharu jugak tu dengan apa yang diwat tu..aq seja ni yang keras kepala xmau dengar apa yang dia cakap




terima kasih huby wat cyg terharu
huhay..
lau kw baca trus kw galik kw buduh la kannn???
sapa suruh kw galik ..kw baca seja xsuru pun kw letak perasaan kw time kw baca ni ..
ahahahah
aq xbek bha tu sebab aq owes gadoh ngn dia tapi gado2 ending dia mesti terbaik yang pernah kami rasa tu 


kw tanya huby aq dia tau tu pa ending dia ....

saja jax ni wat kw suspen trus kw panas la  kw meningu ni wkakakakak
okay penat suda menaip 
done 
bye2

did i mention today was also a bad day for me???

i had a bad day again ...
i had a fight with him since over a few days over a stupid damn damn thing i gase...
he used to kis and hug me the nite before

..
but now..

ugghh(sigh)..what should i know this gonna be happen ..
someething that i cant reject it..last nite lagi terukk..we fight ..for some reason that i cant confess..
y is it so hard to accept it and deny it..
choose it
the path way im gonna follow.your way n ma way completely horrified me~~..different connection and way makes us fighting over a simply thing..im tired for all this crap
....
sick and tired..how this can be over pal...

hari yang penuh dengan awalan.....

salam fellas,,....
hari ni hari yang penuh dengan adegan awal...
a) awal bangun
b)awal g kejak
c)awal mandi
d)awal besiap
e)awal  segalanya

kerana sesuatu yang xdisangkan..lol kan?...i used to be a slow walker.slow makeup.slow everything tapi hari ni hari adegan awal ..aq xtau la napa..okay..semalam aq dah kemaskan wardrobe aq..hahaha ????


y wardrobe???

because almari tu lah yang aq selalu simpan ...barang2 antik aq,keperluan aq,and aksesori aq,'

i love pink so much..""
y pink??
because aq nampak la kan pink itu menawan bagi aq yang memakai,menggunanya haha
damn..too feminisme rite??
hahah and so does ma wardrobe siap aq bagi nama lagi wardrobe aq..
apa ?? warna..konpom la bha wana mcm pic di atas nah ni rupa wardrobe aq nama dia chingy

dan aq sangat sayang akan chingy..everyday i would go n kemas chingy..ehemmm everyday..put perfume on it..ambi pur lagi tu mana kw cari...
itu baju swagger aq y aq kumpul selama ni ..dan akan datang..shawl?..nahhhh..to early to show up..


enjoy guys..!~

fuhh hari ni pza penat tahap buduhh~

this is ma made of picasa that i used to used..huh?h

i had a fight with last week and a terrible fight made me do this for ma own sake..

just enjoyyyy

try this !

Read this "HATE letter". It is so funny and creative. This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It's so smart & sweet.... :)