i am that dude!

hai hai hai hai and so haii.so ..there i go..baru nak start update ma blog...lama dah tak update blog..this is my first entry in this week..not gona say anything..better speechless for a moment is  enough for ma guy to leave me peace..so my entry today..is...errrr kinda blurrr..ma vision so unpredictable and so unclearly..ahah..but this is me!..i am that dude!..

what am i doing?..if somebody tells me what am i doing i would say..watching me got nothing to do..sitting in a office were so damn boring and just cant wait to go back home..that how i am doing ..yupp..i am that dude..i dont have anything to share with you boggie..i aint gona write out loud..and kind lazy typo had influencing me since i had a fight with somebody workmate job shitless..

this is the day and the week that i so busying checking on upu and all that..and next week for my lovely moment and my love comin here to celebrating ou second anniversary..well,cut the craps!!..im not gona say anything about that for this moment..just let it be..let it come..and let it wash away on everything that were gonna been through..

i am so that dude!..im a muslim who wearing a hijab everywhere i go..i am that dude who like swag enough..and i am that dude who got a boyfriend that loves me so much and keep me company and act like ma mama one..i am that dude who always waisting ma money at the end of the month..and i am that dude who was waaaayyy to thicker to figure out on something dammitly...and i am that dude who keep on crying on something that i love is missing..

but whatever it is..i keep on smile..because with smile..i can burst out laughing with something that i do..or everybody mistakes..hah!..i love smiling..err actually not at all..not for someone..and not for somebody..keep on smile guys..yupp that all you gotta do right now and then...bye fellas..

ma lurve is like a ladyboss??

ma gurlfreind is like a boss to me..and like to let him to conquer me..

heyy..blog!..style me swag!

im an awkard swagger..

hello and gud gud morning fellas..i mean all the blogger that ive been follow and all the blogger that have been following me..sincerely im okay by today..as usual...feel bad on wake side..but im so grateful that i can still wake up after a long hard dating last night...urmmm i cant wait to see him bha..

okay as usual im not in the mood to write an entry today..

hai friday morning!..,

hayy friday morning..again ma next entry begin with a fake smile and laugh..

so..ola everybody..and hey whats up ma boggie..boggie..hope you were not get so wack on me..cause im started to get in bored already..so what gud?..whats new stories?whats an awesome day we have??..or something that we can share of????...nevermind..i used to it..being alone and wild and free..today is 13..whats important on 13??..on fb i heard so many grateful 13 they had..yupp..the school was began..the work was continuosly boring and the sugar mama and the dady had lost their money ..uhhh what else more adventurous then this????????

PRETTY BAD ON ME..

so quick bored and type of easily bored like this can be dump so easily..LUCKY me sometimes..ma men doenst want to leave me..CAUSE I GOT EVERYTHING THAT HE COULDNT AFFORD TO THE OTHERS.....haha no bad feeling...but i know how to manage him well..so far..our relationship comes to bad side and good side..the good side is..we cant live without each other..and the bad side is..everytime had a fight and ending up with a romance..woot woot what do you think it was..hes miles away on tour..stupid action and mind you bloddy act..ahahah..no hurt feeling.i like him as i like my lullaby to him..i need him as i need this fly ..i love him as i love ma pretty naughty act when im with him..

next month were gonna meet each other..as i say on ma previous entry..celebrating 2 months early on our anniversary day..10.4.2010..was a great memorable things to remember...

although 2 years had been together..facing some problems and so bad..but we manage to the end..and i hope..it will get better soon enough...

..bayang bayang...

hari ni mood ada kurang baik skit..i dont know why and i dont even know when...banyak problem melanda..i gase the one of my cabaran i gase so...alpa dengan Pencipta..mcm ni lah...sometimes i do scared with ma own shadow...of what who i become..and  apa akan jadi next year or paling cepat pun next week...

pza tak percaya on horoscope apa2 ni..just read and letak in mind..but so rarely to practise it well..bnyak bad luck kunun bilangny..gain money pun kurang..use money wisely..

but the truth is..i miss ma hometown a lot..back to 2 or 3 years before..i still in home..cooking for momy and others...watching tv with no worries and happily and quarreling with ma lil sis...but that was before im 21...im 21 already and got a burden task right now..got no perfect job..no studying life...no perfect money..no everything..then..ma guy ask me for a marry things...its just that..i dont have anything to be proud on..i speak no wisely..immature...and so unperfect life i had right now...

so this is me for this new year began..

sometimes i do hate for what everybody acvhieves..hating on someone guilty its doesnt make any sense...daaa..im hating for nothing...for quick real i owes looken up for something best that she have i wana have..poor me..poor her..

please forgive me for everything ive done..although you not gona read this and hear what i say...im the one who fault..im sory a lot for making you disatisfy on me...im sory seriously i like you a lot..and with love for sure..but i aint gona talk to you anymore..not for this time..not untill you gonna talk to me first..

dear ms.wrong..thanks for giving me space to talk to laughing and to say bad word towards you..you make me feel grateful to have such person like you ..

sincerely,

faizah nurdin..

yeah..crita yang penuh dengan perasaan dan ikhlas...wish kalau dia masi hidup lagi..wish kalau dia masih ingatkan pza..tolong pastikan yang dia pun menyanyangi pza apa adany..

storyteller begin..

and again ma (i dont count entry orait)..next entry..cant wait to see tomorrow..ou yes..boggie i have a big appointment on tomorrow..the glamaorous time!!!!!...i loved shooping.."shooping"..its called "shoooping"...understand ma definition on that darling...shop comes the word from kedaii in malay..where selling a kind of a nice outfits...hello .."nice outfits are allowed"!!!.....sec."s"..comes from swag..which means...swag for some girl that know how present her best style in public..thats what i like..its not easy to says shooping when you doesnt feel the heat of a shooping time...i had this feeling from last year..when i got a thousand dollars in ma hand and i fell lik a..whats the point of having money if we cant use it wisely..ppl can call me so much wiser in waisting ma money..but i fell glad about it..im also got a name on ma style in veil surround me..that why i doesnt seem to be fear to naming ma self "pza swager"..cause i like swag..im waisting money to put on ma body..what to wear is depending on ma money..so i work for money..for buy me this nice clothes..soon to be diamonds and pearl ma favourite..its okay then,i wont be the gold-digger for ma guy..i just want him to buy some goods for me very well..ahaha so materialistic one!!..
so..this is ma pic list on ma buy for tomorrow...(enjoy)

so..here we go..

to much take for granted..

hello boggie..so this is it..its me again to write again on ma entry to show that i really take good care of ma new blog..actually i kinda bored already to wrote again over and over again..luckily..i got a jealous to every blogger whom to write their entry more often..so i learn from them..ma guy always thinking that why i should get involve in such damn things like this...this was so odd and i admit that im not mature enough to forget all that..so here i am...cut the craps..today i got ma paid..so im on leave tomorrow you know..get shooping..buy some needs and get some preparations for ma huby to come here on february...haha..never  thought that i could still holding on this relations...for almost 2 years already and yet were having second year anniversary 2 months early this year...

i have some bad feeling towards others..the one that kinda thinks shes pretty cool enough to take the world under her feet..im banned that person out of my life..thus,im planning to ruin her with ma best steps of a kind its call "silent-killer"...but when i think this was not gone be easy..as i say..haters makes me famous..i dont know whats up with her or whats up with me...but i totally discusting about hearing or naming her so sweet..
so i named her the one that loose some sympathiness and ask for some act towards others//..so long??..see the swag la!!!

this 2012 year..ive try to become the swaggest ..which mean ..im trying to improve ma skills on fashion and trending like this one:

this is me..the new look for 2012..


im trying to be independent on swag..not so copycat but a learner from who better that me..i got so many idol to look on..

lapar...!! uwaaa

.laparnya..urmmmm if only this boggie have heart or kindly got magic...she would never let me disappoint like this..starving like so many years diddent have a perfect eat in the mornig..hella boggie so damn hungry right now...ngidam mcD plak da...alamakatakk!!...jam pun lambat bergerak..pasni otw g bukit aman..jumpa kak long ngan baby dalam perut dia tu..uwaaa..pastu shoot balik pahang non-stop perjalanan datin pza ni..yang penting i was isolated too much..ooo baby mcd..come on..





lapar





lapar..

Ssselamat pagiii duniaa!!!

 selamat pagi dunia!!!!..urmmmmm sangat fresh bila menghidu udara dalam dunia yang fana ini..

hari ni sangat gembira..i dont know what has got into me..but sure im the most happiest big girl in this atmosphere..today im wearing new style hijabs...just like that hana tajima did..i loves her..i like the way she treat herself..so brave to show her own style..heres something about her:

my name is hana tajima-simpson.i'm 23 ,with a japanese
father and english mother.i have pretty mixe background,both my parents are artist,so i grew up in a really creative environment.i diddent study fashion for that long, and although i am ta self-confessed geek i never really got along with formal education.

i diddent want to lose my  love of designing , so i left the fashion course i was on,its less of a contradiction than its sound!

so this is it..the woman that i adore the most..i mean from the hijab style..i adore her..heres more about her image:

nex time i show you how i am dress that hijab..kinda awesome if someone tryne be up-to-date fashionable like the others..the pointed at me..i like to try this new ONE..but im not sure whether ma guy like it or not....

eihhh...kiut what hes solat..!

eeeehhh kiut what ..ma guy solat..errr..actually its obvious..but this time pretty amazing to listen that voice telling that something nice coming from his own mouth...while i get a lunch he kept texting and asking why i diddent reply any of them..

so i stood and read the text..normally feel like a g6..and i call her infront of ma friends..tutt tutt .."hello" i said..and he said.."syg.syg.syg...im on ma way to solat..y diddent sms me arh??..wait for so long you know.."..and then i..wahhh..ni guy arh..pretty kiut so much le...and then i pretend mature "i eating right now..i chat you later.."..at last i fail.."syg gimme some kiss??..he said.."aummmuah"..and im fly like a g6..come on...he acting so much wisely this time..the way he threaten me with his wound..the way he treat me like a princess..theres no one could ever be act like the way he act to me..so meanly and deeply..and sometimes i just wana let this thing happen so quick until he marry me..ou baby..

and he is..the guy that i loved the most..so loving him..actually im using this account already and just..so get bored on this letter "f"..
this is it..

banned!!..ban babe ban!!

Assalamualaikum.w.b.t..

ehem2...

so what im doin  here is to...

tellin the world that i try to BANN everything that i own on this site right now..

the reason is..

not just because my guy wont let me..its just that..im trying to keep it real..i mean im so hard to playing this game already..teasing,saying a wrong things,tryna be a famous among other...

so i decided to let it go..just...actually im not the one who deactivate it..the others..cause i cant take it anymore..so i made ma mind..close my account on facebook..GOODBYE pza swager no...

that twitter???..i dont think that i can keep on this tweet no more..ma following are many but none of them are tweeting fun like the one that i follow...so boredd..

nahh..who cares at all if i dissapear suddenly anyway..haha only the person that loves me the most would bother...

but this...okay..i think i should be go on like i suppose to be..

i wrote what i want ..and i think what i want to wrote based on my experience and my thought through the day ..

ma make up tutorial..

selamat pagi blogg boggie..

hari ni pza sangat happy err actually feeling mendatar jer..

semalam tido pukul 1.00 mlm gara2 mau selesaikan pergaduhan between us..so sweet kami berdua..awwww

okay..

pza mau share ni tuto untuk make up simple..means guna make up yang natural..tak over and tak menonjol sesangat...okay tuto ni pza upload dkat you tube jugak..besa pza prefer omputih punya make up sebab kadang2 they diddent put much on their make up on their faces.....

so..pza sangat suka dengan tuto ni..kalau bleh korang yang baca ni pun..tiru mcm dia..

ala "buat relax ajelah"...

okay..lets watch it!!!

best kan?

mr.hubby why you act weird lagi(tak tau nak wat muka icon sad ni)

wooo....kena marah lagi!!!!!

gara2 c artis lagi ...

bha kenapa la begini..

artis sejaa pun tu

uwaaaa

pasal itu seja bha ..c laki mau majok..memgla sangat sadis bila di fikir..bergado gara2 c artis seja..

jujur memang c artis ensem tapi ibu selalu cakap bila c bini cakap artis ensem ibu akan cakap "memangla.nama pun artis"...so c bini tak amik la kesahh..tapi c laki plak kesahh..

mcam mana la tu..

"buat relax ajelah"..kunu c artis bilang..

so c bini pun terpaksa relax la kan..

ada lagi masalah yang bigger than this..ndak kan inda buleh handle kott..

besala kan bila c laki merajuk peranan c bini la memujuk...

tetap juga inda buleh kasi delete your name itu dalam bini pnya heart..payah doe..trustla..this not a true lovestory where i have to give up and givin the ppl that i love happy for someone..damn!..im not that onela bro..

heppi new year awakk!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY..

memang when we back from kalendar islam kita dah lama dah new year ni ha..cuma ikut modern kalendar tomorrow new year and start new beginning..wink2...huhayy..so..everybody were talking about this shit thing..what the moto of this new year and bla bla bla..okay and so thiny little teen or no..this thiny little woman..who deserve to get something better in her life..and so,..im 21 starting tomorrow..im still working and still dont know how to drive..ma family in sabah still..ma lil sis is grown already..no more school uniform for her..ma bro..is started to open his own company...very successful man in life...ma mama..she still the old one i use to know..non-stop babbling and owes to had a fight with ma dad..such a lovable ..talk about ma dady..ma dad loves me,ma lil sis , ma bro and ma mama and so this k.nga...wink2..now turn ma hubbyy..we've been together since the day of 2010 which is on 10 of april and its mean the second year of our relationship journey...did i mention i also have somebody which i want to sent this whishing star for??.....nvmind..im tyring to forget them already.no worry im use to it..now heres the list that i want the most for this  new year beginning:

1. got komisen for this january
2. on holiday and celebrate our second anniversary with ma hubby
3. get a lot more swagger
4. move to ugly to beauty..(yupp)
5. having this license..
6. xperia will be mine...
7. get more better job and
8. trying to get the best on ma whole life
9. kumpulkan iman dan semangat serta takwa pada ALLAH SWT..

so..thats it..im not the good one.so im trying to list what i can and i effort ..wish me luck guys whoever read this..

...and someday..i wish i can turn back time...being back to kid and forget anything..

(come on men..those kids had they swag too)

Heyy awakk..!

pura2 la pza marah mcm ni kan..ek eleh..wak2..marah sangat ni.sangat2 ni sampai dah berpeluh ni menahan maraaa ni..alamak haii mara nampak c kaka ni..bukanlah..mcm ni critak  dia..ow ...gnila..tak suka la ckap mcm2..wahaha..kw tak borink kerrr asyik sembang pasal boyyyfriends sejaaa..alamak aii..love..eya baa tau ..suma urang ada love dia.cinta dia..jganla sesangat engkau nak borak pasal tu ja ba memanjang..skit mata dan bored..wahah!..tapi xpela..hal kw hal kw..hal pza hal pza..lucu gak dia tu kan..indalah bah cuma sangat sakit otak pza membaca..cukup2la..mungkin pza pun kekadang ada gak mention pasal love on facebook tapi tak la sangat kerap dan memanjang ..hoii bawa2 la berehat na...

mungkiin bukan pza punya luck nak bagitau dengan dia pun indada gunany bukan dia care pn..nak kena ka pza oii..ahaha too bad dia jadi mcm tu..and too bad for me to talk about her in here..oppps..ma mistakes..sorry to say la kan jika kw terasa..just nak mention yang gudluck ikau bersama pasangan ikau arh..jgn nanti dok meriah sana sini last2 kecundang jugeek di siring jalan..

update update blog!!...

hello i mean hyy blogie boggie..watta...okay just for the quick update..i mean quick la sesangat..lama dah tak update blog ni..wahahah..so sangat cool..al-maklumlah sangat bored dan sangaat busy.tengokla follower pun baru seratus satu orang..saper nak leave track bengong..takpe la..mcm ni lah gayeny..bila urang ada kita pun nak ada..wahah..actually this is JUST for fun..you know sekadar for isikan my lapang..(lapang la sesangattt)..

woot woot whats that??..ahaha dont thing me so dirty.. you see...i love and really love to watch this couple when get love..idk whether they were fallin love truly or not..somehow let just pretend that they were fallin love can make everybody adore them..include me..pick me as your guy..its a silly thing when get back to past when you know you are this age(teen)..preety faces,sweet lie and more scandal..what a great life we had..but then..AGE makes us learn from mistakes..i had a huge big mistakes...im sorry and normal things..an old or an human owes cant find away to go back homes..but their learn their mistakes..i owes do hearing some ppl are nagging or talkin about how their life could ruin after someday get a very long relationship..this is because they not learning how to respect,and give and trusted..me??...im also not perfect..but at least tryla come on la ppl..try la cuba untuk memahami pasangan anda...layanan yang cukup dan tidur yang cukup okehh..im not theraphist nor a doctor..im doin with ma knowledge based on my experience trust me i gain a lot more than what you were thinking..so guys have a best of luck and dont have to get silly with you mate regarding this intimate problem..ahah joke..orait.babaii 

skype..skype....skype..~

hello hello hello...yesterday and the back i was so get busy with a lot of stuff..shooping,walking..and thus..on9 on skype..well,SELAMAT HARI NATAL TO ALL...yang menganut kristian seja la..noh bukan yang bukan tu agama lain..wahaha..so cut the craps..i just want to say that i was so get happy whenever i get skype on this guy..look:

nah..tu dia ma gumi gummi..err nama dia mohd amir iskandar bin hamzah..wahahahah..dia sangat hepi ni lau pza wat muka bida dan sangat bida dia akan ketawa sampai bedekah2 sampai tercekik;.kami habiskan masa semalaman skype jax sampai dia pun tetido alalla:

pza sayang dia...sangat2...then, who cares la kan sebab maybe ppl yang seen this will so get muak or something that call it nautios..sangat bodoh....ohohoho normal ppl worry me bebehh..

jari menipu....muka ada rupa..hati pun menipu???

hello bloggie boggie...y takin so long to update your blog..okay im on..

wahh..hari ni sangat baik dan cuaca pun sangat cerah di kelilingi dengan jari menipu..oppss..jari menipu..watta...kenapa ??...adala apa sangat dengan jari menipu itu??...well tu jari menipu pza tiru ayat lama..besala..tiru meniru ni besalah normall gitu lorh..so ...pza copy di wall mamat ni..sini...so lau dia tipu..pza pun ditipu la dan yang membaca ni pun tertipu la kan dengan jari jemari ni pulak...topik hari adalah kenapa muka lawa tapi menipu..wakwak ganas gitu la ayat kw pza..okayla mcm besa tak nak kasi sakit hati kw kan bila membaca cuma nak boikot la c kawan ni..bukan apa..bukan juga kenapa la kan tapi mengapala sikap mu yang begiturupa tidak desenangi oleh diri ku hamba Allah ini arh??...wahahah..anu bha tu gara2 inda tau la gara2 apa..sekadar renungan..sering membuat pza ingat tentang tu..jagn la sesangat kw perasan yang kw tu palink manank bha..teda2 bus...yang c pza ni jangan merasa tekanan bila ada sejenis manusia pun mcm tu jugak..cuma pza sekadar beringat pada diri pza..yang takda gunany pza ingat dan sibuk mengkaji manusia 2 alam ni..wahahah...pza tak taulah..bila pza minat ngan seseorang and automaticly i like totally about them..never mindla dia buruk atau inda..cause nobody perfect maa..why is it so hard for this ppl to understand that nobody like the way the treat everybody like that..old stuff but segar in ma mind dumbass..nak seja pza mendongak dan menjadi orang paling bersemangat untuk menjatuhkan kw budak..tapi no point la...no use..no time la for making u suffered..i got ma own shit to do...once again im not that kinda berserah and let that karma fuck u up..but then sampai bila?...and so on and on this thing happen to me again...bukan nak mengungkit sepa2..anyone terasa??..kw salah la bukan pza ok..dah nama pun jari menipu...pza tak mau wat apa2 yang mengaibkan dia tapi wakakka...saja wat kw terasa...huhu..tapi inda apa2la..ALLAH selalu ada...tida apala..im trying so hard to get you out of ma mind..u are ma number one once,but since you betray me..u none of ma list..okay kw..gembira lah kw disana dengan si anu bin si polan ya darling ....teda masa lagi mau masukkan kw dalam list hatres pza...takmau lah..inda jadi...biarlah tengok dia bahagia pun dah cukup wat aq cemburu ..whahahah gilak..teda bha..okay..hari ni perut pza meronta2 meminta2 mau makan itu mcd ...hurmmmmmm wanginya adui na rayang...okay bai

okay sangat unproductive life i had..

wassap wassap wasssap blog blog...
today i dont have much to say..then i like to nag on something that shouldnt be..damn that can truly hurt me a lot..let me talk about my life in publicly...my name is fiza you can call me ooooooooouuuu nah..ma guy call me whatever he like darling,loves,syg or honey,bini pun also can as long as he doesnt call sial,bodoh,bangang sudah...ma friends use to call me pza or pjok.simple..i way on ma way to be a swagger on top of that still need a lot of improvement..y i like swagger so much?..because..you know starting from the one that lleft me behing and makes me feel like this..ima veil one nicey but an ordinary thinker..ima sweet 20 and doesnt like to talk so much..unless you the one that i like..firstly..i wont sitting there so long to remember your name..im not the one who have that strong rememberance like an mr.albert einstein and bla bla bla..im the one who clumsy one at the time and sometimes the one that so easy to get careless..but somehow im the one who cant easy please me for the boy....
i like an some changes of a..whatever it is..i dont want im the only one who left behind the new world im sit on...i had a family that not kinda rich who get always take me to travel to europe or bali or something amazing place..we used to travel in sandakan only(where ma mum born) = = ' kinda awkard but i like ma family even lots of liking..ma dad..ma dad is the one that ma super magic wishes..and i still remember how we used to fighting over tv remote..so damn funny..hes ma hero where what i want is always what i get...ma mum..hahah she a supermom..i dont have to talk much on her..shes the one,the only,the first and the last mother on earth..shes mad at me,loved me and care for me all the times although she never show how much she loves this preety stubborn little 20 guys....i had ma bro..scary,so scary..hes very hot tempered i tell you..and sometimes im the one who usally get slap by him.when i was a kid la..now cannot..im big girl already ma..scolded tu besala normall..hes a paramedic and hes well-known and hes clever more clever than me..last one i had ma lil sister...so very sangat manja with me..padahal tua suda form 5..ahah im the one who always manjakan dia..if she wants that i try to get that for her..if not whats the point of having her?/..shes always makes me laughing and sometimes i hate her much as i loved her..


and thats all for now...sambung lagi..
(nada pic pla ni kali malas mau mengupload c bayan ni)

top latest english version 2011

okayy..good morning fellas n hey..assalamualaikum to peeps..okay cut the craps..right away im gona list out the number of a top latest version of english song..now i do make research you know by the radio,the website the same as you guys did..and heres the list that i have in ma phone..the brand new one..any comments or any bla bla bla you wana say..just shout in that box..got it?

just click that tittle fellas and im bring u to that song**
(p/s)make sure you pause that mp3 in order to get you a satisfied music that u hope for  it..

1) havana brown ft pitbull we run the night

2) diggy simmons ft jeremih do it like you

3) karmin crash your party

4) selena gomez hit the lights

5) katy b easy please me

6) rihanna talk that talk

7) breath carolina blackout

8) rihanna u da one

9) baby bash out of control

10) lmfao party animal


* okay that is for now..hit this later on..
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